I do what i do for a reason

and most of them you’ll never know

emotions twirl inside me

yet, i never let them show

you think i have it all worked out

but worked out is the least it is

cause whats inside is a mess

a big mess of ideas

my demise makes you happy

as if you thought id succeed

but the pain you caused to me

will forever be my lead.

for what youve done has made me stronger

and it will continue until i prevail

any maybe one day pull me out of

this ongoing living hell