Chelsea's Thoughts :)

nickyisntmyname:

-benzene:

likeyoumeanitlikeyoudo:

nicolegendary:

• Go to Hogwarts (Harry Potter)
• Join Starfleet (Star Trek)
• Become a Pokemon Trainer (Pokemon)
• Hunt demons with the Winchesters (Supernatural)
• Become an Extractor (Inception)

JUST ONE.

BECOME. A. POKEMON. TRAINER.

Or go to Hogwarts.

HOGWARTS

WAS THIS SUPPOSED TO BE A HARD QUESTION

if i was a witch.. i’d make myself a pokemon

HOGWARTS, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? With magic, you can do all this other shit, no problem, and still make it back in time for Quidditch practice. PLUS … treacle tart, all day, every day.

HUNT DEMONS WITH THE WINCHESTERS! are you people crazy! Sam and Dean are all my dreams come true

Well I have given you an ultimatum. Its the final countdown.

Your mom called me

It happens alot

Apparently you tell her more than you ever tell me

i dont know what you want

Im getting whiplash

i know i want there to be an “us”

But i dont think you will ever be able to handle that

just know that i love you

I just stumbled upon a webisite called menarebetterthanwomen.com

I probably skimmed it for about 5 minutes because that is ALL it took. This website is HORRIFIC in all of its nature. Please check it out and tell me if im not crazy.

Zack,

I cant sit back and let you treat me like you do. You were my first true love. We had it all. We completely clicked. You think of me as an option and not as a priority. You think i’ll always be there. but this is me finally letting go of a lost hope. You might miss me. I hope you do. We’ve been through alot together. You are the only person that i can tell everything to and you always understand. You were always straight forward with me even when you could of sugar coated it just a little. I understand you are set in your ways and you dont want a relationship. Its only because you are young. One day you will look back and realize that this was meant to be and you threw something away that could have been so great. I never told you. But i never completely let you go. Even when i was with other boyfriends there would always be something small to remind me of our time together. When me and Clay had been together for awhile he made me a CD with a song that he wanted to be our song. I never told him. but it was mine and your song. And everytime we listened i’d fake a smile and think about our lives together. Without you a peice of me is dead. You act like it doesnt affect you…and maybe it doesnt. But i wish it would so maybe you would realize how much i care about you. I put you before my family. I made my sisters turn on me and my father not even speak to me all because i wanted to be with you. Out of all the sacrifices i made you never made one. But i think thats one of the things that drew me so close to you. I see so much of my daddy in you. And we dont have the best of a relationship. You always reminded me of him. and maybe this is some deep psychological thing where i felt like if i could make you love me it was like replacing the love of my father. Well now i dont have either one of you. We both had life changing experiences. With you and your cousin and me and my grandpa. I noticed how youd choke up when talking about him and i emphasized because i went through the exact same thing. You nor anyone can tell me that what i felt for you wasnt real. because its been 2 years now. and i still think of you everyday. Everytime i see you i get chills. I have no idea what to say. I wish someday i would look at my phone and see a message from you. We both know that will never happen. I tried everything to make you stay with me. but it didnt work. I know you still care though. You only call me when you see someone elses truck in the drive. You ask a million questions and i think its because you are scared i have moved on. But the truth is… Im terrified to. I dont think i’ll ever click with someone as well as i did with you. I think its impossible. Maybe one day you’ll see that we were meant to be. I pray its not too late.

Love,

Chelsea

I do what i do for a reason

and most of them you’ll never know

emotions twirl inside me

yet, i never let them show

you think i have it all worked out

but worked out is the least it is

cause whats inside is a mess

a big mess of ideas

my demise makes you happy

as if you thought id succeed

but the pain you caused to me

will forever be my lead.

for what youve done has made me stronger

and it will continue until i prevail

any maybe one day pull me out of

this ongoing living hell